fighting myself to prove to myself that i am not myself

so i did it again, i forgot to do my assignment on time, and though it may not get graded i still ended up doing it today (late) just to prove that i do care :)

i dont understand why it is hard for me to do them on time now...

with all that being said i had a great turky day,,
saw family that my job has prevented me from seeing for 3 years and had fun with  my dad:D it was great ..

a long time gone but im finally back

so these past couple of weeks i havent been remebering to come online and do the homework :( BUT IM BACK:)

so last night at 1:30 am i let my dog outside to gotothe bathroom and he comes back in ,,, turns out he chased a skunk....... soooo i skipped college to save everyones noses,  and clean the house. which brings me to my subject.. why isnt there a cheap 100% product to get rid of skunk smell? i mean we can build a rocket that goes into space but we cant get rid of an oder......

if there is a good product please inform me:)

horseshoes and atomic bombs?

i really dont hace a clue what to talk about tonight... but i will say that there was an amaizing sky last night and it made me daydream about space.. and all the wonders that are in the cosmos,

Stereotypical cops

Ok so for todays entry into the journal of my mind we have the event of the day... so i was driving home on the interstate after photography class when i think about what i want to do for my photo assignment, so i call my brother and ask if he can grab the supplys i need. i looked into the rear view to see how close the car behind me was... it was a cop, lights a blarrin, he pulled me over for going 80 in a 65... it was unintentional of cource, my mind was on the phone call and my foot was in farther than it normally is. when he gives me my ticket he says that he smelled marajuana in my car.... ( FUN FACT #1 i do not smoke cigarettes , marajuana, do any drugs , or drink... its a waste of money) so i stand out there and let him search me and my car for a good hour. i believe that the reason he was so intent on finding the " imaginary" drugs becuse of my long hair and baggy clothes... in the end he appolgized and sent me on my way with a $120 speeding ticket,,, besides the drug thing he was a decent cop , he continually made jokes , some of which included me signing away my soul, and smuggling grenades, bombs , and bazookas in my pocket

A RANDOM KNITTED BASKET

i was walking around the old abandoned school in brocton taking picures for my photography class  because it is  a creapy place  and during my childhood i believed it was haunted... and i went to the back of the school , looked down , and saw in a bunch of weeds and trees and whatnot a random knitted basked (image below... i think) and it made me wounder questions like : who put this here, why is it here, is there a significance, is it a sign ... things like that, it definatly creeped me out a little .... - i will attach the photos tomorow

Finished photo and de-organization.??

well as here it is as promised, the finished version of the picture from my first post. but to more important matters.

I have a messy room , but i can find stuff easier when it is messy as opposed to when it is clean and i cant find anything.. i often wounder how many people are like me in this world and cant stand an organized place

tired eyes and open roads?

due to the fact that i had to work, this post is late.

today i was thinking and i realized that i am a potential hazzard on the road, not because im a bad driver or have horrible driving habits , but because i get 4 hours or less of sleep every day and night. heck some days i dont even get to step into my house. i wake up @ 5:30  in the morning , get ready , go see my girlfriend before she goes to school, drive to college, work on homework that my job keeps me from doing, goto my classes, drive home, stay there for an hour doing more homework, drive to work , have a 30 minute break where i work on homework more , and get off of work around  12:30 - 1 am and get home from 1-1:30 am , goto sleep , repeat...

and to keep myself awake while driving i drink alot of caffiene, have music up super loud, and speed ... 

moral of the story ........  i dont think there really is one...